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Monday, June 30, 2008
hey


today sch started at 9 wif presentations again
only left exactly 2 weeks before the torment from attachment. to rub in to the torment, its gonna b a freakin month! yay!!

so today was pharmaco mock exam, n i think i did superbly badly somehow. gdness
ANYWAY, hot bod n i like chatted over msn. =D
but somehow, hes replies r really boring.. such a turn off for me
mai told me perhaps he was shy n stuffs concerning shy issue
but as for me, crush over hot bod is game over. if hes online n he talk to me, i will talk to him. if not, forget it sha!

so wore my black shorts n my ten bucks top from bugis tat i bought years ago along wif converse shoes n the sling bag includin lappie. looks geeky i think n abit ridiculous somehow? i don think i suit this sporty outfit.
im better off wif those girly tops n shorts. it kinda show my personality?

so talkin bout personality, im very vocal. i think i scare guys off! haha
n talkin bout guys, my point of view on them--- boys sucks
sheesh! oh my, i think i prefer my life this way being off single n free to mingle! haha

but then again, the hurt the bastard caused me sometimes affect my cognitive n behaviour big time. but somehow im glad i don fall into depression?
so rating on my well being: 7.5/10 =)

oh god, i noe ur always there when i need u so much
n now i need u to help me to give the rating on my well being perfect ten!

nowdays, i have been talking to myself alot. haha
ok pple its not meant to b sumtin freaky!!
but i somehow feel great mumbling to myself n give comments towards myself on ways to improve my looks, body n anything tat concerns how pple view me. haha
i guess im abit too paranoid over these FACE IS THE THING issue
i cant believe im consuimg 2 tablets of poison every single mrn n nvr misses a dose so far. im like so hooked to it thinkin its my path of beauty n regain confidence in my looks. am i silly or wat?
but then again, who gives a freakin damn bout this shit.
its all about me, n all about me n how pple see me
external really matters
i don think guys wanna talk to gurls when they hav endless pimples n to rub it in, the figure is equally bad?
oh sheesh, im fighting tru my jouney on regained beauty!! hahaha

so im givin myself literally abt a year to get a sexy figure, n flawless skin (somehow)
hahaha

right now, drown into the pool of projects.
endless projects. damn

n i love the song on my blog rite now- better in time
thanks mai for puttin the song in ur blog previously n i got really hooked up wif it.
the chorus of it, really touched my heart
it goes like this
"Thought i couldnt live without you,
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yea
(it'll all get better in time)
Even though i really loved you
Im gonna smile cause i deserve to
(it'll all get better in time)"

toodles

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Sunday, June 29, 2008
home day


yesterday was one of my best weekends wif my frens
met up wif jas to go over to changi airport n study
oh my, i really enjoyed my time wif her so much
got myself a pair of black shorts n a green-grey one for jas from cotton on before meeting up wif her.

gonna wear the black shorts on this mon n gona dress like some sporty gurl to impress hot bod!! haha.. ok i noe, im extremly lame

so jas read up on health psycho(damn borin module) n i read up on pharmaco..
after flippin the pages of the lecture manual, we decided to camwhore!! hahaha
all thanks to my wonderful n magical camera, both of us look really gd in it.
n im super lazy to post the pics here, so plz visit jas blog to view our glamourous pics!!

both jas n i ended our camwhoring session at Terminal 3 n headed home
once home, my mum cooked for me MEE SOUP. =D
then afterwhich went online n dozed off halfway
hahaha

so today mrn to my surprise, HOT BOD ADDED ME ON MSN N FRENSTER im like super happy!! so indeed patience is a virtue.. thanks jas n mai for ur endless motivation speeches on patience is a virtue. i nearly gave up on hot bod.. but then now, im so re-energized!! n full of motivation to study! the drive is there!! hahaha..

so lets see when will the hot bod come online, coz im like DYING to chat wif him big time!!

ok then, i shall fantasize bout hot bod now
toodles

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Friday, June 27, 2008
fantasizing


today started off by meetin jas around 9.30am at yck wif the intention to jog
i came super early round 9.15 n rot around the control station while waitin for jas arrival.
the weather was super hot!! we dint jog.. we sat there for a while, we perspired big time
so we headed towards the library n i went to check if the hot bod replied me..
he dint.. =( waaa i think he IT idiot.. n i don noe if he will add me over msn also =(

met up wif fara n mai at macs.
jas n i had our breakfast
both of us decided to shower as its really hot.. mai n fara were just lookin at jas n myself in the toilet.. haha!
then went for bio lec

after lec was the other gang presentation
then break all the way till 6
so the group of us went to the library tryin to edit on our psycho slides.
afterwhich, we headed down the track hopin that i see the hot bod n able to jog
but to my surprise, there were many pple, so jas n i decided not to jog n practise our standing broad jump instead
im superly bad at it, but wen i spread my legs, i jumped furthur. thanks madinah for the advise!!

after doin all our silly stunts, headed towards north canteen n makan
so talked n talked
went for nursing lab class n lesson ended nearly 8

boarded the train back wif jas
talked bout personal love life
jas, wateva the case u still hav me as a fren to listen to u

jas alighted at dhoby ghaut whereas i alighted at city hall
trained all the way to bedok, top up my ezlink card n took 229 back home
i actually sprint all the way from the mrt station wen i saw the bus at the 229 area..
thank god i dint miss the bus coz the freakin interval damn long

got home around 9.30pm
went online immediately to see if hot bod replied, but nope.. sheesh
then had a small dinner n shower
n now here i am waitin for hot bod reply..
aiyo hot bod, PLZ REPLY CAN

tmr is weekend, no idea wat to do
perhaps rot at home!

toodles

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Thursday, June 26, 2008
presentation


today started off by havin project meetin at 10.30 on pharmaco
dint realise tat we actually had no stats lecture..
so sch officially started at 2pm
sheesh

had our pharmaco presentation
waa susan ask lots of things
gd askin.. hahaha

so aftertat had our break then adult nursing lec wif aisyah latiff aka udin mother..
hahaha!!

aftertat, went back home wif jas

oh malik, plz add me on msn
im dyin to chat wif u!!
hahaha

so rite now, im like aimlessly waiting for malik to either reply to my frenster msg or add me on msn!
n im thinkin if jas n i shd go for a jog tmr.. most prob we r goin

toodless!

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
loner day


so today is sch day off
jas unable to meet up wif me as she need to follow her mum over to malaysia
i woke up round 9, used the lappy n guess wat?
THE HOT BOD REPLIED TO MY FFRENSTER MSG!!
n it really made my day somehow
=D

afterwhich i slept n woke up round nearly 11
pulled myself together n went for a bath
left home n headed towards marine parade lib to read up on health pyscho n pharmaco

so spent round 3 hrs at the lib. saw one punjabi guy.. hehe
just smile n stare only

aftertat, went to parkway. changed my belly piercing to the dangling one
coz i got this offer thingy so in the end i paid like 19.. cheap rite

so then walked around. sales r really tempting!
got back home round 4.30pm

then snooze off while fantasizing over the hot bod.. haha
n im still waiting for his reply..

jas called n we chatted
then went online
shower, went online again

n now here i am waiting for the reply tru the nite!
haha
toodles

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
tiring day


yesterday was the first day of sch after closing for two weeks!
was super excited being able to meet my hommies
but was damn tired.. sch started at 8.30am n ended at 6pm..

so after sch had dinner wif jas at macdonalds n headed home after tat.
i dozed off at around 9.45pm. real early.

today started off by meetin the hommies for a jog in sch at around 9.15am.
the jog was indeed worth it!
met this guy, the body SUPER HOT!!
so right now, im still like fantasizing over him

another tiring day for myself.
tmr is day off!
so gotta see if jas is free n then we can go study at changi airport
=D

n now im really tired!
i wanna cook maggi, shower then perhaps SNOOZE

toodles

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Sunday, June 22, 2008
hello humans


today started off by wakin up round 8 sumting in the mrn
went to watch japan hour on channel news asia.
so ya i was litreally rollin on the bed till round ten plus, decided to get up, wash my mouth n hav breakfast so tat i can eat my medications.

meal of the day: nasi lemak
it was really gd
i ate again before i went into the showers for scrubbing
as i did my nails yesterday, i had to ak my maid to remove the bones from the fish =D
delicate nails so must take gd care of it =)

so after scrubbin n had a great bath, i was so bored at home!!
then received text from jas sayin tat shes home n not off to johor =)
so she became a gd gurl by doin household chores n do some sch revision

after dressin up, i decided to go to tampines n roamed by my own
my mum don wish to join me, so im left all alone
kinda used to it.. so took the train as i got the train concession
save whenever i can.. wore my new slippers =D
once i alighted at tampines, its like super crowded
walked around, tried some tops n dresses
got myself a comb, hair clip n rubber bands.. haha
this is to prepare for attachment..

then roamed around couple of times n got really tired
so i became like a zombie!
then took the train back to tanah merah n reached home round 4.30

was so tired, i snooze off the moment i climbed on the bed
haha
so after nappin, woke up around 6 sumtin nearing 7
super excited for tmr!!
dyin to meet pple like jas n mai
gonna hav my evening shower soon, then afterwhich i wanna iron my dirty green mango top coz gonna wear it tmr..

so literally tmr, im gonna dress myself up from head to toe, wif sumtin new =)
cant wait to look gd n sexy n sizzling!

haha
so shall keep u guys updated on hows sch tmr
sch gonna start at 8.30 in the mrn n end at 6pm!!
wat a way to begin wif

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Saturday, June 21, 2008
shopping day


as yesterday was a home day

today is a shopping day =D went alone though
yesterday my sis in law was tellin me theres levis jeans sale at this lipo building at aljunied. planned to go wif jas tmr, but she could not make it. so i decided to go there by my own. left home around 12 sumting.. N I WASTED MY TRIP THERE! i donno wats so nice bout the jeans there. my sis in law must b blinded by the sales hence cant differentiate nice jeans or not.

so ya took the shuttle bus back to aljunied n boarded the train to bugis for my complete french manicure n pedicure. =D

surveyed couple of places. i just wanted to do express french mani n classic french pedi. the first shop i went offered 49.50, the 2nd shop offered 51bucks.. i planned to spend on around 50 for that.. then wen i went to another shop at level 1, its like for 38 bucks!! wth!! so i did it on the spot. n she did a gd job for it. so i guess i will go there back for my monthly pedi n mani!!

then aftertat, i roamed around at bugis junction. the sales were super tempting ok!!
i got myself 2 pierre cardin bras for 26 bucks!! i bought one green seamless n the other normal grey for attachment.

then i roamed n roamed.. got myself a pair of slippers for 9.90 from the basement! the shop name is MOO MOO..super cheap.. the background design is floral in gold, n the exterior is black velvet! waaa really nice.. so i decided to wear my green seamless bra, topshop knickers, 116 jeans, dirty green mango top along wif the 9.90 slipper to show off my french pedi! waaa so satisfied =D

so tentatively i cant wait for sch to reopen.. not to study but to meet my fellow frens!! haha n at the same time show off my sexy nails n baju n slippers.. haha

so i guess tmr i will b rottin home wif the books
must be prepared for sch to reopen mah.. so i will b gettin the huge n thick lemone book at the price of 75! waa money burn.. then gotta pay 250 back to him.. so the balance i need to divide for makan, transport, high hp bill, money for grandma, money for facial treatment! waaa so many thingss... i hope im able to save at least 300bucks for this month.. n the rest is to pay all my necessary items.

right now, plannin to use my phone within 30 bucks.. so no need to pay another bomb n can save some cash to pamper myself n to provide for my facial treatment.. waa its gd to hav money n u can plan n spend it within ur own use! so im lucky to get bonded n dont hav much responsibility except on myself. =D

waa my nails look really gd man.. n i think its really worth it for 38 bucks.. complete treatment especially for my toes, where there is lots of crackin here n there due to my charles n keith shoes.. the lady did a great job by cuttin the nails though it bled abit.. at least i felt better than sufferin wif the toes.

jasmine must b dyin to see my nails on mon! haha.. n im dyin to see her also =D

ok then i wanna admire my nails, bras n slippers!

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Friday, June 20, 2008
project and kung fu panda


so yesterday started off wif havin project in the mrn.. tryin to complete watever tat is possible. benji went to see ms chia regarding stats n the rest were just tryin to find the right medication for pharmacology presentation.

so after all those boring thingy, jas n i went to watch kung fu panda
n anyway i wore my 116 bucks jeans n bodynits top! finally! bought it last christmas n wearin it only now! haha

jas n i asked boss if he wanna join us for the movie, boss like so indecisive la.. just becoz we nvr asked him earlier n he forgot to bring cash
then we gals asked again if he wanna watch wif us, then he said watch at causeway. he tot we took it lightly, but we dint. we boarded the train wif him n he was in definite state of shock! haha.. so jas was pestering him askin is hes super touched by our acts n all

so it took him quite a while to come out wif a final decision to either watch the movie wis ur or not..
TING TING TING!
he decided to watch movie wif us.
he went back home to get the cash while jas n i roamed around causeway n bought tickets n had chicken rice for lunch at the banquet.

JENG JENG JENG JENG!!!
boss came lookin superbly gd!!
finally he dressed decently n impressed jas n myself big time
so we took some pics here n there..
havent upload yet to the lappy, so if i got mood then i will post the pic ok..
as a whole, it was worth waiting n rottin at the banquent coz boss dressed supperr nice!
haha

then next thing to jas n my surprise, boss wanted to treat us to the movie tickets!! so sweet of him.. perhaps he was too touched by our acts n made us wait for him too long, that he made a conclusion to treat us =) thanks boss

kung fu panda is a great animated movie.. i give it 5 out of 5!!
after the movie, i met up wif hana n took 168 back to tampines..
she was hungry, so we ate at centruy square. she got herself some fried handmade noodle. it was really gd n worth the price. i got myself the ice jelly cocktail for 2.20! waa n its so not nice la.. north canteen one is really better n cheaper too!

so after tat i took the train back to my hometown.
got home n went for brisk walkin wif my mum n her hommies
waa dint brisk walk for two days ah, i perspired so much last nite!!
hahaha

so my mum hommie gave us nasi lemak.
ate it once im home, then showered n was happily waiting for the america's next top model! i was dyin to watch it!

so after all tat, its snoozing time

today woke up around ten sumting.. rolled n rolled
then decided to wake up n eat my medication wif a slice of bread
cant afford not to eat the medication.. i paid a bomb for it! haha

hav yet to decided wat to do for the day
my menses like gonna end soon.. n i actually cant remember which day i my menses came also.. haha
perhaps next week, i shall do french pedi n mani at bugis.. cheaper there.. but still gotta survey the price. im thinkin of forkin out around 50 bucks for these..
just to pamper myself n make myself look gd!

then now plannin wat to wear on first day..
shd i wear my knitted coat wif sleeveless and the 116 jeans?
or wear some plain top wif the jeans.. or...
n i was thinkin if i hav extra cash, i wanna get myself another pair of jeans perhaps from topshop(as my bro hav the card n can get 10% off) or mango(the jeans cost around 80 sumting?)
so hav yet to make decision =)
oh my, cant wait to look realy gd n sexy somehow!
i think im becomin vain.. hmm guess cant help it? its like a gurls thing? haha

OH OH, i bought the feminine wash from watson..
the new brand.. eve sumting
its gd! my little sister smells gd =D
so i recommend pple to use tat when they r havin menses..
it kind of eradicate the fishy smell

so today i guess i will b home readin up on the various modules
then perhaps watch some movies tat mai actually transfer to her thumbdrive
thanks ya mai

so i guess its another homeday for me today =)

actually rite, i wanna say something.. haha
i think regarding myself n tat jerk, im over wif it..
i just need to make myself busy n stop thinkin of him, n he don deserve me
n i realise theres only a couple of true friends in this world n i can name them
suhana, sheena, jasmine, mai
thank u so much girls, for being there wif me all the time
i really appreciate watever u hav done for me all these while
n then i wanna remind myself that a relationship is easy to get involve but hard to mantain especially when things turn sour..
oh god, plz give me the strength to improve my life n do well academically n socially
i don wish to dissapoint my family tat trusted me big time in doin well in sch
n i noe im strong, coz my mum said babies hu r born in the mrn r brave
n im born in the mrn, im sure i can endure all these.. its just challenges in life.
just challenges in life..

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
poison


so today started off by meetin him at 9
it was a sad one, i just cried n cried. n still very affected by it.
but i noe im strong n this is just plain shit for me
come on sha! i noe u can do it!

so for bio prac i got an A. yay!
n i hope its not typo error or watsoever..

so then met for project after cryin my lungs out.
he gave everything back to my bag, dress, gym wear n my music box
so let him b la.. hes just the bastard in my life

so lets don talk bout him n think of him
hurts me even big time

so we did our stats project!
haha.. we hav to use our charm to seduce pple to join us..
so ya it kinda work somehow
n we completed it like around 1? so we r indeed efficient =)
so after tat, went over to CGH wif jas company
thanks jas, i really appreciate tat u actually went all the way down n somemore ur not well

so after all the consultation, im unable to proceed wif the test coz the drug im takin is highly poisonous n i need to b above 21 to sign it..
so called mummy dear, n she rushed all the way.. thank u =)
then after tat i asked her to go home, felt bad for doin it... but then again i wasnt in the mood since it started off wif a bad one in the mrn

im sorry mummy, i love u so much

so ya jas was just waiting for me wen i was doin the blood test n stuffs
then aftertat went over to pharmacy n waited for my number to appear on the screen
so as a whole, i spent about 200 over just to regain beauty plus its highly dangerous
wat to do

aftertat, i brought her to eastpoint n showed her the mall
i bought feminine wash since havin menses now
first time trying! but my bro said i shd use it n bla bla bla
bought the eve brand for 9.20 after discount.. so let see how gd it is..

so right now, feelin so urgh
mixed emotions
but im glad, we r still friends somehow n not plain strangers
so now lets eliminiate the intimacy we used to share
n i noe i can do it. i don need boys. they r wastin time n full of shit
gotta return hes money back n i wanna return it asap
money is sensitive issue man!

perhaps later might go brisk walkin wif mum n her hommies
im dyin to lose weight n look gd la
not to attract boys, but to make myself feel gd n better =D
boys= heartless creature

i wont ever wanna get involve anymore
gettin involve is easy, but if things don work out, imagine the hurt.
if i do, hes the man im gonna marry

so tats all for now

p.s: thanks LIM HUI EN JASMINE
ur such a wonderful friend that i don wish to lose
we may noe each other just for a year, but talkin to u is like as if i noe u for
my whole lifetime. thank u so much for being here wif me when im at the lowest
level in life.

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Monday, June 16, 2008
Kandang Kerbau


so today started off wif meeting jas at bugis control station at around 12.45pm
we decided to check out KK hospital
so took a shuttle bus tat takes approximately round 10 mins to reach the hospital

so ya i went to ask the driver wat is the earliest time n can the staffs board the bus..
waa the uncle like scared n jas was just laughin her ass off
i was havin a hard time communicatin wif the old driver
haha.. so he managed to ans my ques, the earliest bus is at 6.30 n we must wear the staff uniform to board it. so we r safe =D

so once we were at KK, we walked to the wards we r suppose to go..
waaa the nurses there super unfriendly =(
sheesh.. then saw the nursey, all the newborns wailing!!
waa as all of u noe, im not friendly to kids.. sheesh

so we walked n walked round KK, tryin to get ourselves familiarise..
level 1 of the hospital macam shopping center..
got macs, delifrance n i got super excited bout it
the kopitiam really small, n i can imagine when it is lunch time, its gonna b dead crowded

after all those walk walk in the hospital, we took the shuttle bus back to bugis
we walked towards city hall, headed to marina square for our lunch

so lunch was at pizza hut. for me its like my breakfast, lunch n dinner
hahaha
so we ordered the student meal
here r the wonderful pics:


jasmine said she look skinny in this pic!







so after lunch, we decided to head to town by walkin
ended up both of us dont seem to b sure which is the right way to take to walk towards dhoby ghaut, so in the end we just board the train n alighted at somerset

last nite, jas n i was talkin bout bikinis n i think both of us r kinda serious bout it
so we started off the jouney of affordable bikinis
first up, we went to cineleisure.
its 25 per pair n additional 5 bucks for the paddin.
we dint tried, n walked towards far east instead
so we walked n walked n then we found this bikini shop
so we decided to try on them
n we really did ok
hahaha!
we took photos too
WE R SUPER DARING OK


jas sexy back view =)

my flabby back view!

so after all tat, we decided not to buy n still consider
so we walked back to wistma, walked abit n then sat down coz super tired
so we ended off our day, by takin pics again =)



after the pics, we headed towards the mrt station
jas supposed to meet her fren at newtown for dinner at 7
since it was early, she decided to accompany me in the train till city hall
thanks jasmine lim hui en!
i walked home quickly, so i wont miss the chance to brisk walk wif my mum
ended up, wen i got home n changed, there were lightning
so instead of brisk walking, we went to my mum's hommies place to chill
got backed home at 8.30, went for a bath
then jas called regarding that "meeting"
so its pushed forward on wed at 9 in sch library room!
haha so weird

so today was kinda tiring mayb due i walked around too much
i would like to thank jasmine for spendin her day wif me
felt much better than rottin at home

im sorry hana, im unable to meet up wif u
but i promise i will make it up =)

toodles

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Sunday, June 15, 2008
weekends


so yesterday i went to the botanical garden wif suhana,eunice n daphne
i was not in the mood, so just lazed around thinking bout things
got home by 7, chatted wif jas over the phone
thanks jas for being a great company

today i woke up around 10, stared at blank space
lately, im just not in the mood to function
n i hate this feeling

i noe he moved on long time ago, but i hav idea y im pinning hopes
its crystal clear to me hes not bothered, but i hav no idea y im still pinning hopes
i need to wake up from this, but i just cant
i need to hibernate to this mood perhaps for a couple of months before waking up
oh my, im just so clueless bout things.

so made appointment wif the senior consultant of the dermatology
im gonna start takin back oral medication for my pimples
n its highly toxicated.. no risk, no gain
its sick, but cant help it for the sake of beauty
i think i lost weight, hav not been eating well, so im kinda slim! haha
oh god, i just need to be pushed back to the center track of the road
someone plz push me
even if it takes couple of months, just pushed me!

the meeting will b on thursday, n i noe hes not interested
its sparklin clear to me tat hes not bothered
but y sha? y must i do this to myself?

this relationship taught me alot
n im so scared to get involved again
i don wish to go tru this initial stage of break up if things dont work again
oh my, i hate to be involved n produce such result which is break up
oh my, the hurt n pain.. its so excrutiating.. indeed it is..

my soul, plz calm n think right..
the mind is the power..
but when comes to matters like this, logic is not the judgement
matters of the heart, its so difficult to explain
emotions revolved around the judgement of the heart like how the planets orbit round the universe
how i wish, i dont have feelings.
emotions r scary like nitemares tat stop u from sleeping in the nite
the powerful mind is affected by the revolving emotions
they revolved at high speed tat ur oblivious to the surroundings
oh emotions, spare me from all these
im just a human wif overwhelmed thoughts

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Friday, June 13, 2008
smsing day


so i was literally usin the laptop the whole day!
gdness
so ya i was just very bored, not doin anything
suppose to meet wif jas, but we dint.. haha.. kinda too late n stuffs
texted nethan, n we talk n talk..
there is an IT fair at suntec. last day is this comin sunday
=D

so in the evenin was an unexpected news from jas regarding that jerk
not interested to say the details here but i knew the typical lines from a bastard like him
i would to thank jas for tellin me abt it.. thank u so much

so went brisk walking wif my mum n her hommie
i was abit agitated abt the info that jas told me. i walked really fast that i left my poor mum n her hommie behind

it took me at least an hour or so to feel better
so after the walk, sat under the blk n chill
so went up around 9.15pm
saw the text from nethan
went to shower
n now here i am online

haiz.. life is so screwed up for me
how i wish i nvr knew him at all

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heart pain


i slept nearly 5 in the mrn
n all thanks to tat boytoy..
he really showed me hes true colours
n im glad i had mai n jas wif me
i really wanna thank them alot
not forgettin suhana as well

when things get sour, its very painful n hurt
im glad GOD lighten me up by showing the true colours of the bastard
thank u

im really hurt n still hurt
but i noe this hurt last for a while, coz he dont deserve me
im lucky i got friends tat are wif me tru ups n downs
i love u gals

i believe in karma
n i want it to happen to tat bastard soon

i woke up at 11am
kept thinkin wat happened earlier on
somehow im glad im not gonna see him all the way till end of sem
n im sure things will b wayyy better for me by then

believe in urself, n u can ace it
bowl the sorrows away

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Thursday, June 12, 2008
bugis day



i had a beautiful hulk slept last nite..
woke up around ten..
went to update my blog in the mrn, so there will b two posts for today
after tat called jas n helped her wif the blog thingy
ended our conversation at around 12 sumting, had a quick lunch then my quick shower..
wore the mango top n headed towards the bus stop
the weather today was extremely hot that i was melting

so the bus came, n i paid one dollar!
haha
i put the coins into the coin thingy n walked wif confidence
then i walked right to the rear of the bus, n i felt so guilty
all thanks to this poster "pay the right amount of fare, or risk paying more"
hahaha
so everytime when the bus stopped, i looked at the driver, hoping he wont get out of his seat n walked towards me

so indeed he dint.. very gd driver
alighted outside bugis junction n met mai & jas at the control station

we walked tru the glaring sunny weather towards the library
n spent 1 and a half hour there finding the stupid articles
all thanks to jas sharp vision n mai's wonderful cashcard, we managed to get the article right on our hands

we were in a state of euphoria that we were able to find the damn article
so in order to congratulate them, i put eyeliner on both of them in the toilet
so this is the result:

you all may not see it, but they look really gd in it.. so pretty!!

as all of you know, we r not allowed to take pics in the library compound, so we resort to takin pics at the toilet
look at our happy faces:

look at my belly! gdness.. haha




however, i took a picture of mai n jas in the library before we went to the toilet..
the security guard dint allow me to take, but abit too late, coz i snap it!
haha.. so this is the one n only pic i took in the library compound:


so after all those picture takin, we went to bugis junction n stopped at bodyshop
i got myself the sutsuma body lotion!!
so tmr i intend to scrub n apply the lotion
wat a great way to pamper myself!!

after i got tat, we walked around the junction
after much walking n walking..
we went to Qi Ji to hav our dinner
mai n jas ordered laksa & popiah whereas i ordered nasi lemak
so we were havin the usual gals talk =)
n heres the pics tat jas took during the meal:







so as a gd fren, i took for jas her pic!


so after the meal, all of us headed back home
i took the train n alighted at bedok
i rushed all the way to watson n the eye drop i was supposed to get for my grandma was out of stock!!
it really got on my nerves tat point of time
so i called home to tell my grandma that
then my dad answered"hulk residence. may i noe whick hulk do you wan to speak to?"
i was laughin my ass off over the phone n i told him to pass the phone to my mum
then this was his reply "mummy hulk, baby hulk want to talk to u"
haha.. my dad is sure capable of all these lame things

so i got back by 229, changed straight away wen im home n went for a jog wif my mum n her hommies =)

then happened tat my mum hommie cooked sweet&sour fish..
so we went up to her place after the jog n tasted it..
it was yummy n my mum plannin to cook it over the weekend

so got home n eat again coz her hommie packed for us the food
then went for a bath
n im here blogging bout all these
i enjoyed myself since wed very very much
all thanks to my wonderful friends tat GOD gave me
thank u everyone

toodles

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its all the outings


sorry dint blog bout yesterday
but yesterday was one of my fantastic day ever
in the mrn, went to sch for projects n we completed both psycho! hurray to the group
so tat means we r left wif medical socio(boring), research method(lagi boring) n stats(which is happening for boss) =)
so we left sch approximately round 1.30 n headed towards little india
for BANANA LEAF.. boss was dyin to go though he had a mild headache..
so we reached the little india station round 2.15 but we needed to wait for najib.. so we waited for nearly 10 mins n then we headed towards the designated place for lunch =)

i did the ordering.. =)
so we ordered briyani, chicken masala n mutton
drinks are lime juices for all of us except najib.. he ordered ice milo.. haha
so it was a pleasant meal for all of us..
then najib brought for jas n i our stuffs that we bought online
thanks madinah n najib!
so ya the length seems to be shorter compared to the net itself..
so i gotta wear mine wif thights
mine is a green top wif white floral designs.. can put is off shoulder as well
so nicceee
haha
we spent round 1 hour plus over there n the bill was $80.65.
so this meal was my lunch n dinner

everyone headed back to home after tat
i reached home around 4.30pm
n went to snooze off till the evening around 6 plus
woke up, went for a refreshing bath n get ready to watch the premiere of The Incredible Hulk!!
thanks dad for the ticx!
so pple hu went for the movie are: myself!(like duh), my mum, jas n mai =)
so we met up at around 8.45 at the grand cathay itself..
my mum n i left home early n decided to walk around the mall
i treated my mum to aunt anne for the cinammon sugar pretzel n she seems to like it alot =)
so both of us walked n walked till its 8.45, we made our way to grand cathay
it was like packed wif TTSH staffs
haha

jas n mai were so pretty last nite.. they got taste!
haha
they dressed up really gd.. even myself =)
so we took the lift n went up
then there is this kung fu panda monument, its so cuteee!
so we couldnt help ourselves to take pics

then the hall we r supposed to enter started to blink, so we went in n sat at our seats
very gd seatin, so comfy
a couple of mins alter, my dad joined us
wheee

before we watched the movie, there was this powerpoint on the gratitude towards TTSH health care workers. This movie was actually based on charity to help needy patients in TTSH. so it kinda motivate me to be a gd nurse for the time being.. haha

so after all those, the action began!!
its really a gd movie!
all of u shd catch it!
though the hulk is green like shrek n monster in figure, its soooo gd looking..
i fell in love wif it.. haha

the movie was all action packed from the start till the end
i enjoyed it
rating.. 4 n a half stars
=D

so the movie ended round 11 plus
all of us took a cab back
home sweet home

i got home round 12, changed n went to wash my face
texted jas n mai to check if they r safely home
n i wrote in my diary wif the help of my hp light..

it was a great day..
so later i will be meetin mai n jas at bugis to check our stuffs at library as well as bodyshop!!.. they r havin sale on the lotions n i wanna get to sutsuma wan!!
jas bought the papaya earlier on when we shopped, n the smell kinda stays!
so most prob im gettin it =)

toodles!



when we were at banana leaf, i was the photographer



jas n i wif the panda!



mummy n i wif the panda!



my two great friends, jas n mai



its mai n me!

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
skins day


woke up at around 9.45am
saw jasmine online..
i was so bored n wanna keep myself busy
so i sign up back for frenster
then afterwhich, i went to find skins both for these blog n frenster
n all thanks to SUHANA, i love her so much
shes always been a great help to me
n also not forgettin hui en, on teachin me how to make a tagboard!
thank you so much to these fantastic people
i love both HANA n JAS so much

so i actually spent nearly the whole day finding those skins, uploading it, copying n pasting the codes, suhana's help wif the codes, jas's help wif the tagboard n all the links
thank u so much girls
i was so busy, that i actually dint think about him
but then again, i cant help it if he appears in my mind

so when i took a break from all those downloading for skins, i actually found an empty diary. i just took a pen n started writing how i felt. it felt gd to write after i dint do so for a long time.
N that diary, when its full, i wanna mail it to hes house to let him read n noe how i feel towards the relationship n the break up
if he were to return me the diary back, there goes to show hes a heartless bitch

so lets forget bout him
today was really happening
i cant believe i was so busy wif those skins
as all of u noe, im not an IT friendly
thanks to the patience suhana n jas hav
im able to do it tru n produce fantastic results
go see my frenster also.. cool mama!

so im very satisfied wif the results
the fruits of my hardwork n also hana & jas nvr ending helps!

afterwhich i went to join my mum n her hommies wif their usual jogs
my mum damn funny ok
she went out first while i was wearin my shoes
then i hear loud thumping, i tot my mum went down by stairs
ended up, she was jogging on the same spot
it was super hilarious
when i told my mom on wat i tot, she laughed damn loud
HAHAHA
so her hommies were all waiting for us
then they started the typical aunty talks
so funny to hear them
then they tell each other bout their kids la, the problems
im glad that my mum still hav great frens n a gd social network
at least she have them to tell her problems too..
n its true, great friends r really hard to find especially to stand by ur sorrows
im glad god gave me sheena n suhana n also those wonderful people i meet in poly such as mai, jas & fara.. thank u god

so after two rounds of jog aka brisk walking aka talkin time.. we all sat under the blk all the way till 9.. the usual thingy
so listen to their conversation, from kids, to sch stress, to working stress n to cooking
my mum decided to learn on how to cook sweet n sour fish
yay!!
love u mummy
n my mum is soo lookin forward to watch the incredible hulk sneak preview tmr
n its all thanks to my daddy
he always got such wonderful tickets to the cinema by volunteerin
keep up the work dad!
So i can enjoy the fruits of the job.. hehe

my mum was tellin her homies tat tmr shes not goin for a jog.. like big deal!
then her hommies said, one day they shall watch movie together!
so cuteee
then they planned on thursday's jog, they shall chill at simpang bedok
change environment! so cool la!

so now here i am
im glad tat im able to spend my day today wif not much hurt
i love u gals for makin my day a brighter one

so tmr, goin for project in the mrn at sch followed by banana leaf trip wif the group.. Our boss is dying for indian food though hes chinese! then head for the cinema in the nite wif my mum, mai n jas n not forgettin myself =)

On thurs, jas, mai n myself goin to bodyshop to check out the discounts n then to library to read up on some literature for our project

Then on sat, hana, eunice n i goin to botanic garden for picnic!!
wat a happening week
im so gonna wear my newly bought dress online on tat day
right now, hana n i busy plannin wat to wear.. GIRLS R VAIN
hehe

anyway just for general knowledge, IPHONE is coming to singapore in 3G version!!
my dad gettin super excited n hes really tempting me to get it along wif him
he kept callin me out of the room to watch the news on the launching of 3G IPHONE
Patience is indeed a virtue.. my dad waited so long for iphone n now its 3G, hes so gonna get it!!
so i wonder wat shd i do wif my current ipod touch..

ok then i shall stop here for now
i enjoyed my day so much today
coz it went smoothly n lesser hurt

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Monday, June 9, 2008
happening day


sorry dint blog yesterday
was too engrossed with the tv n also over the phone wif jas
so yesterday was nth much, another home day

so today started off wif project at ten in sch library
pharmacology was draining my brain juices
so we struggled our way true n ended off at around 1.30pm

so afterwhich jas n i went to orchard
i was thinkin to get the white skirt tat she got
it was a dissapointment when i went to the shop
they dint have that kind anymore
on the bright side, i hav 13 bucks more to spend on nonsense.. haha

so aftertat, we went to get pretzels
jas got herself sourcream n i bought the cinammon sugar
mine's nicer =)
hehe

so after tat round 2.45 we left
i went to bedok to meet my darlin bestie, SHEENA GILL
haha
dint meet her for so long
she look sooo cute
haha
so we went to the bank to make her new bankbook
i wonder how her father can misplaced it.. haha
so afterwhich we took a bus down to simpang bedok n eat
im like super full now
then we chill for a while
then walked down to watson
kepo kepo at certain things
then walked down to the community center hoping to join some classes
haha
so i was thinkin of join the belly bhangra aerobics
70 bucks for 2 months, n its once a week (non-member)
if i got the passion card i pay 65
so considerin if i shd go
i mean i need to release stress especially the one coming from tat bastard
so at the same time can lose some weight n look attractive!
haha
so sheena n i still kind of deciding
then after tat, we went back home
reached home round 7

helped my dad wif the maid's billing
n now here im
=D
ok then, tmr is another boring day
coz 2 weeks holiday is here.. so perhaps just laze around
hehe
ok then shall write more soon

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Saturday, June 7, 2008
home day


weekends are my home day
woke up approximately at 8.30 in the mrn
no idea why i woke up so early
then that bastard came to my mind, then my immediate response is saying FORGET HIM upteen times
so it kinda work for short term
haha

so i was busy rolling, not knowing wat to do.
then the idea of scrubing came to mind
yesterday i tot of doin the scrubbin in the noon, but since i was awake early, i shall do it in the mrn
so i took my towel n the sutmuska scrub!
hehe
so addictive la the smell

so i hit the showers round 9am
the details wat i do inside shd not b revealed here
but mainly SCRUBBING n smellin myself
haha

after im done wif the great n refreshing bath
i went to check out on my pharmacology n medical sociology
waa dint noe my bro's NUS pharmaco text book can ans all my ques, so i was busily makin dog ears to the pages n underlining phrases.

so once im done wif tat, i really got nth to do
really nth
was extremly bored
so around 2 sumting, went to watch this old malay movie
PENDEKAR BUJANG LAPOK
sumting to cheer up my day

after tat, i was just rollin n lazing around
nth to do
went under the blk n sat down wif my ahma, maid n my mum
then got so sleepy
so went up back n snooze

woke up around 8pm..
went to have another refreshin bath to keep me awake
ate dinner
n now here i am blogging bout this boring day of mine

someone plz save me from the boredome!!

so this upcoming monday gonna have project meeting.. like finally im out of the house
cant wait to meet all my hommies
fara, jas n mai r the pple hu really pull me together
thank u
after the meeting, high possibility we r headin to little india for lunch
boss love indian food la
n he gets high each time we mention the restaurant at little india

so pple
right now my heart is very sad n angry
i just hate how he treated me after the break up
its very hurting noe
but he doesnt care
im tryin so hard to forget him
its easy for him to forget me
i don noe how to make it hard for him
he thinks im just a doll for him
Y GOD
Y MUST I ENDURE THIS
ITS UNFAIR
its really unfair
someone plz save me from all these
plzz

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Friday, June 6, 2008
another shopping day!


sch started at 12 noon wif bio lec
followed by psycho presentation by sarah n hwee ling groups
then its end of sch at 3

so its another shopping day wif jas..
this time round, mai is joining us to get this mango barcelona top
soo, jas made it a point, that all the girls in our group will wear that on our presentation.
n the rest agreed

so we went to north canteen to have a budget meal before we start off our journey
we happened to buy the same meal which is...
2 EGG each.. or pronounce by the prata man 2 YEG.. haha
then jas bought additional yong tau foo
mai n i decided to be healthy pple, so we bought one papaya each
so everyone enjoyed their meal n we left sch approximately at 4

so our destination was VIVOCITY
=)
we headed straight to mango
mai bought a green one, fara's top is pink and madinah is red.
i bought a normal mango top without the barcelona words n its dirty green
so then we started our patrolling round vivo
haha

We went over the topshop while patrolling
Jas n myself bought their hottest n sexiest knickers or other words, panty each
=)
photos of it, is at jas blog
jas got a hard time getting the panty that she liked
i got this red, sexy, checkered kind of design n its for 9 bucks
after discount, its like 7.20!!
=D
Jas got for herself this cutie elephant after much thoughts.. aiseh jas, act cute only!
n mai was just starin at us.. hehehe
earlier on mai became our victim
jas n i tried all the possible necklaces n put over her
mai was helpless, so she just agreed
hehe.. i love u mai!
so after we r done gettin our stuffs from there, we continued wif our patrol duty

then we went over to marks n spencers
i wanted to get a body scrub
last nite over msn, fara, jas mai n myself were busy talking bout scrubs
so that explains y
so after much testing from the scrub to body cream,
we decided to head over to bodyshop to compare the price
when we went there, we were so highly addictive in smelling each of them
mai was really high!
especially wif the sutmaska (i think its the right spelling) smell
so it took quite a while for us to make a decision to get the items
if we buy 3 items above ten bucks, we can get 20 percent off
so again, we decided to compare price, we headed to watson

When we were at watson, i started showing off my veet wax n my highly addictive deodorant
once again, LIM HUI EN JASMINE, smelled my armpit
she is totally unbelievable
since she was a gd gurl, she bought my recommendable FA EXOTIC GARDEN deodorant =)
after which we thought bodyshop is far more better, so we went back to the shop

At bodyshop, i was busy figuring out the price each of us have to pay
jas was busy applying all kinds of cream over her hand n deciding which is best for herself
mai was busily addicted to the sutmaska smell
hahaha
after much tryin, smelling and counting
we bought ourselves sumting each
mai got herself sutmaska body gel, jas got herself this papaya body lotion n i bought the sutmaska smell
=)
so we were happy pple
indeed it was worth the bargain buyin 3 n get 20 percent off
the usual price of the scrub is 16.90 n after discount its 13 sumting
worth rite!

so after all the stuffs we bought, we went to sit down outside body shop n jas started taking pics on the stuffs
after a while, we went up to enjoy the scenary n chit chat
it was really nice to do that
with the atmosphere n mai was really amused by the jolly ruby.. this fanciful named ship
hahaha
it was like some girls talk n all
i really enjoyed those moments
n its really precious
i love u gals so much n thank u for makin my day a wonderful one
thank u so much

Approximately 8.30pm we left the place n each of us went to our designated home
so i alighted at tanah merah at about 9.15
thinkin of gettin a cab back coz its kinda late, ended up the taxi queue was long n the bus is not here
so not choice, but gotta walk
so i texted jas, n she was really a gd gurl
she called n accompanied me till i was safely home
thank u lim hui en

so hanged up the phone, went to makan abit
my ahma cooked asam pedas wif my maid's help
after tat went to mandi
n tadaaa
im blogging all bout today
hehe

so this upcomin 2 weeks is sch break
yay!
but going back to sch for projects
so ya.. tmr another home day for me
so gonna use my newly bought scrub n scrub my whole body n feel gd!

so toodless

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Thursday, June 5, 2008
release anger


last nite was a bitchy nite
i contacted tat bustard
n guess what he said?
im annoying n intefering in his life
n he doesnt care bout our 9 months all these while
i was really hurt, deeply hurt
cried for a moment and sent a text to jasmine
she called me

hey jas, thanks for being there for me
i really appreciated it so much
=)

so from tat moment after tat bustard ended his stuffs, i made a point to just forget this bitch
i dont wish to waste my time n linger to him
but i texted him regardin my money

so bout today, sch started at 12 wif stats lec
so sch was boring, nth interestin
till we went for sarah's presentation on pharmacology
something to make me feel better

oh ya in lec, that bustard passed my money
i just grabbed it n walk off
then i called out to him to give back his photo, he just threw it right in front of my face
anyway hu cares, not my photo..
haha

so ya sch ended at 6.
headed back home wif jas.. as usual =)

so reached home around 7
got prepared to go for a jog wif my mum n her hommies
oh god!
it was like so happening

so when i was preparing, my mum asked me hows sch n stuffs
then she asked " hows ur darling ericko?"
waa then i was kinda angry plus sad
so i told her " hes dead"
so my mum knows wat happened la

so we went down around 7.30
met all her homies
aiyo.. typical mak cik la
talk bout cheap cheap things n stuffs
then my mum to tell me to run it all out
n i did
i ran so far ahead from them
deep inside, all the anger, sadness accumulate in my heart
i just have to let it all go
not by shedding tears but by shedding sweat
so i felt really much better after the jog
i dont need ericko anymore
hes just a bitch in my life

so after 2 rounds, oh gosh they r really big rounds la..
so we all chill under the blk
n start to talk about "the matter of fact" (the other name for it is gossip, haha)
from neighbours to celebrities
haha
i enjoyed listening to those folks talking
then i realised, i dont really need tat bustard
i just need the pple i love
my family and frens
i love u pple
sooo much

so after they r done wif their matter of fact,
we headed home
then had my refreshing bath
n now here i am blogging bout today

p.s: i love everyone hu loves me!
=)

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Wednesday, June 4, 2008
shopping!!


i started my day by waking up late for class
haha
i tot sch starts at 11..
so i was hapilly rolling on my bed till 9 then when something struck my mind
the nite before, i was chatting wif fara on msn n she mentioned tat we hav 2 classes n end at 12
so at 9 in the mrn, i started callin pple like benji, jas n fara
only fara got back to me the earliest
n yes i was right, THERE IS CLASS AT TEN
so this is wat i called hindsight bias

so before i went for the quick bath,
my dear jas get back to me
n yes.. CLASS DO START AT TEN
haha

so i showered for approximately 5 to 10 mins
got out quick
picked any baju that is in the wardrobe
took my phone n my ipod
not forgetting my burger n milo,
i flew right out of the house

to made it worse, the stupid bus wasnt even there
damn!
so no choice, i became spore last min sprinter towards the mrt station
atrracted too many attention!
n wrong attention too--- from bangla.. aiseh

board the train around 9.25am
couldnt get myself a seat
so stood up all the way to city hall n watched V for vendetta in my ipod

switched train, n board the one towards sch
so i squeezed myself in between 2 men n happily watched my movie
i realised when i always watchs movie, time flies really fast
next thing i knew i was in braddell

then alighted at yck n so called sprint again to sch
dont wish to b late for ANDY'S LEC
haha
n then there was gd news!
the card reader is spoiled n no one could enter the lec room!
hurray!
so i guess everyone is marked present for that lesson
before i made it to lec, i saw ericko
he saw me
n ignored me
=(
i texted him, n he claimed he dint see me
i saw june yong poking him n showing him signs tat im there
wat a bitch he can b

so bout the lec, it took quite a while before we could enter
so today's lec was about helpful behaviour- the topic my group is doin
so ya.. kinda interesting
lec ended n we headed towards eplaza for stats

instead of doin stats, i was busy checking out for cheapest hair cut
jas n i needed hair cut really badly
my hair was indescriable n jas fringe was extremely irrtating her
after much calling n thoughts, i decided to go to chapter 2 at marina square since i got this ten dollar off
so jas, madinah as well as najib accompanied me
so sweet of them

so went over to marina square n got at the saloon at abt 12.47
my appointment is at 1
wth, i noe.. haha
so i told the other 3 to have their lunch n i walked around to kill time
so when it was nearly 1, i went over to check if i can come n sit down n stuffs
n the lady told me for abt another 15 mins coz its kinda last min appointment

so i called jas, n they were at pizza hut
joined them n ate bbq chicken n hawaian pizza including the sweet n spicy drumlets
so indeed its a great meal

after the meal, i went over to the saloon again
the lady talked bout hair
bla bla bla
then she cut, n washed it
she talked bout soem treatment
so i did it
then washed again
then cut abit here n there
then she gave me this straight haristyle wif the blow

so everyone was shocked to see my hair
haha
headed towards vivo n started SHOPPING

the details of how the shopping went abt, very lazy to say here
but wat i bought are chomel earrings for 8.80, mango barcelona tshirt for 12
=)
n my dear hui en bought for herself the same tshirt like me just different colour
n i shall emphasize the next one
she actually went for 10 BUCKS FRINGE CUTTING at esprit saloon
ok i noe guys, esprit got saloon?
but believe it, they have it
n its freakin ex
my dear jas is too desperate to cut the hair n the price doesnt seem to matter at that point of time
so ya i got really shocked, very shocked..
not coz the fringe not nice,
coz of the 10 BUCKS
haha

so after tat, we went to relax our ass n legs at the highest level of vivo n enjoyed the scenary
left vivo at abt 7,15
n i made jas confused on how she suppose to get home!
haha
tat was really funny
i made my way to outram n then back to tanah merah n board the bus from tanah merah station backed home

saw my mum under the blk wif her jogging mates, sitting down n chatting
hahaha
so much for jogging..
my mum dont seem impressed bout my hair

i got home, my grandma made so much comments bout my hair
negative comments
so i wasnt interested to hear

n now im here blogging bout all these
=)
i enjoyed my day today
thank u to pple hu made my day
especially LIM HUI EN JASMINE N HER 10 BUCKS FRINGE CUT

so in a whiles time i shall shower n apply my ADDICTIVE DEODORANT
anyway, earlier in the day wen we were at pizza hut, LIM HUI EN JASMINE actually smelled my armpit when she was laughing
shes indeed unbelievable la
haha

so ya.. shall post next time
toodles

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Tuesday, June 3, 2008
ICAs


sch started at ten wif bio ica practical
its kinda tricky
so i hope the best for myself n my fellow frens

afterwhich got an hr or so break before our research ica
n i got B for it..
not bad, considering i dint put in much effort n i slept early the nite before without even reading tru.

so as usual the group headed towards north canteen
ordered nasi goreng from indian stall n ate half of the serving
the other half was eaten by my gd fren, nur faraniza.. haha
she was hungry so i guess i shd let her have the rest to make her full

then my fellow group members tot the next lesson which is adult nursing lect was at 3..
ended up it was at 2 n we were still yaking away in north canteen
soooo
we dint go for lec, dint tap the card
n went straight to the Eplaza
to do wat?
to play games!!!
hahaha

so everyone was so invloved in the game
n im very invloved wif my phone
hopin ericko will text me
but hmmm

so today things really got worse for both of us
=(
i guess its a true break up afterall
i was really angry plus upset on wats happening to both of us
haizzz
he dint seem to show interest
i shd do the same too
afterall this 9 months doesnt seem to matters to him
he takes the break up like so normal
when im the one so emotionally involved in it
haiz

so we had our break till 3 to 5
at 5, headed for tut for the presentation
then some stuffs occur..
dont wish to talk here

to jasmine, dont worry ok gal?
i love u soooo much
just ignore wat happened ok?

so class ended right at 6, took the train back wif my dear LIM HUI EN JASMINE
then back alone towards the east

to ericko, i really love u
i just dont noe how to be normal frens wif u
its just so difficult for me
=(
i noe wateva im doin seems so wrong
but i want u to noe that i need u so much
however, things seem to be otherwise over at ur side
u don seem to need me anymore
am i a burden to u?

anyway,tmr jas n i goin to release stress by shopping!!

ok then tooodless

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Monday, June 2, 2008
02-06-08


hellooo!

ok i dint blog last nite
haha
actually i dont have the habit to keep updating things

but since today is one of my enjoyable day wif my dear fren
LIM HUI EN JASMINE
i shd blog bout it

ok this is how it goes..

sch ended by 2.45pm wif TYT stupid medical sociology
he talked about western medication versus alternative ones such as TCM, malay medicine n all
so after that, fara, jas, i n kak mai decided to be hardworking pple n study for tmr ICAs
I become lecturer la!
haha
N a gd one too (i guess!)
so ya once done wif elightening my fellow hommies
we decided to slack for a while in sch macs
n they patiently listen to sad love life story
thanks gurls.. really appreciate them

then it was approxiamtely 4pm
we decided to leave sch n head home..
however it was early for me, so i decided to go roam around
N THEN
my dear LIM HUI EN JASMINE, decided to follow me.. what a sweet girl
so we headed towards MARINA SQUARE and window shopped!
haha.. jas, i noe u loveee shopping wif me =)
so ya, we went from one shop to another along the aisle
from bodynits to mango to chomel to zara to topshop and the list goes on
Afterwhich my stomach starts to GRR GRR GRR, so we went over to Long John Silver!
its been ages since i last step my foot there
so we tried this new promotional thingy on chicken
after eatin n chattin n eatin n chatting,
its around 7
so went to the washroom for a light business n headed home
=)

So i took the east west line back to my hometown- tanah merah
it was 8 then..
so kinda dark, hopped into a cab n i paid 3 bucks
So literally i paid 20 cents more than the standard price (2.80)
really cheated my money, but wat to do..
got home n had a refreshing bath n apply my ADDICTIVE DEODORANT
anyway suddenly i remembered, when we were havin lecture, LIM HUI EN JASMINE smelled my armpit to check out my ADDICTIVE DEODORANT
hahaha

so jas n i decided to push forward our shopping time to WED
yay!!!!
so ya..
i was thinkin of doing this temporary ironing of my hair on one of these days
hahaha
i think everyone will get shock of their life
=)
so gotta check for a perfect date for the SEXY HAIR
haha

p.s: its gonna be my first n last eatin that LJS chicken promo, it doesnt seem to taste nice.. haha..

ok then... toodles..
gotta mug for BIO n RESEARCH METHODOLOGY (the latter is indeed a bore module)


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Shahirah Moshien
23rd Septemeber 1990
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