Wednesday, June 18, 2008
poison
so today started off by meetin him at 9
it was a sad one, i just cried n cried. n still very affected by it.
but i noe im strong n this is just plain shit for me
come on sha! i noe u can do it!
so for bio prac i got an A. yay!
n i hope its not typo error or watsoever..
so then met for project after cryin my lungs out.
he gave everything back to my bag, dress, gym wear n my music box
so let him b la.. hes just the bastard in my life
so lets don talk bout him n think of him
hurts me even big time
so we did our stats project!
haha.. we hav to use our charm to seduce pple to join us..
so ya it kinda work somehow
n we completed it like around 1? so we r indeed efficient =)
so after tat, went over to CGH wif jas company
thanks jas, i really appreciate tat u actually went all the way down n somemore ur not well
so after all the consultation, im unable to proceed wif the test coz the drug im takin is highly poisonous n i need to b above 21 to sign it..
so called mummy dear, n she rushed all the way.. thank u =)
then after tat i asked her to go home, felt bad for doin it... but then again i wasnt in the mood since it started off wif a bad one in the mrn
im sorry mummy, i love u so much
so ya jas was just waiting for me wen i was doin the blood test n stuffs
then aftertat went over to pharmacy n waited for my number to appear on the screen
so as a whole, i spent about 200 over just to regain beauty plus its highly dangerous
wat to do
aftertat, i brought her to eastpoint n showed her the mall
i bought feminine wash since havin menses now
first time trying! but my bro said i shd use it n bla bla bla
bought the eve brand for 9.20 after discount.. so let see how gd it is..
so right now, feelin so urgh
mixed emotions
but im glad, we r still friends somehow n not plain strangers
so now lets eliminiate the intimacy we used to share
n i noe i can do it. i don need boys. they r wastin time n full of shit
gotta return hes money back n i wanna return it asap
money is sensitive issue man!
perhaps later might go brisk walkin wif mum n her hommies
im dyin to lose weight n look gd la
not to attract boys, but to make myself feel gd n better =D
boys= heartless creature
i wont ever wanna get involve anymore
gettin involve is easy, but if things don work out, imagine the hurt.
if i do, hes the man im gonna marry
so tats all for now
p.s: thanks LIM HUI EN JASMINE
ur such a wonderful friend that i don wish to lose
we may noe each other just for a year, but talkin to u is like as if i noe u for
my whole lifetime. thank u so much for being here wif me when im at the lowest
level in life.
Labels: hurt AND poison
perspective
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