Thursday, June 5, 2008
release anger
last nite was a bitchy nite
i contacted tat bustard
n guess what he said?
im annoying n intefering in his life
n he doesnt care bout our 9 months all these while
i was really hurt, deeply hurt
cried for a moment and sent a text to jasmine
she called me
hey jas, thanks for being there for me
i really appreciated it so much
=)
so from tat moment after tat bustard ended his stuffs, i made a point to just forget this bitch
i dont wish to waste my time n linger to him
but i texted him regardin my money
so bout today, sch started at 12 wif stats lec
so sch was boring, nth interestin
till we went for sarah's presentation on pharmacology
something to make me feel better
oh ya in lec, that bustard passed my money
i just grabbed it n walk off
then i called out to him to give back his photo, he just threw it right in front of my face
anyway hu cares, not my photo..
haha
so ya sch ended at 6.
headed back home wif jas.. as usual =)
so reached home around 7
got prepared to go for a jog wif my mum n her hommies
oh god!
it was like so happening
so when i was preparing, my mum asked me hows sch n stuffs
then she asked " hows ur darling ericko?"
waa then i was kinda angry plus sad
so i told her " hes dead"
so my mum knows wat happened la
so we went down around 7.30
met all her homies
aiyo.. typical mak cik la
talk bout cheap cheap things n stuffs
then my mum to tell me to run it all out
n i did
i ran so far ahead from them
deep inside, all the anger, sadness accumulate in my heart
i just have to let it all go
not by shedding tears but by shedding sweat
so i felt really much better after the jog
i dont need ericko anymore
hes just a bitch in my life
so after 2 rounds, oh gosh they r really big rounds la..
so we all chill under the blk
n start to talk about "the matter of fact" (the other name for it is gossip, haha)
from neighbours to celebrities
haha
i enjoyed listening to those folks talking
then i realised, i dont really need tat bustard
i just need the pple i love
my family and frens
i love u pple
sooo much
so after they r done wif their matter of fact,
we headed home
then had my refreshing bath
n now here i am blogging bout today
p.s: i love everyone hu loves me!
=)
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