Sunday, July 6, 2008
the day
woke up round 10 plus
dazed around.. then went for a shower
was desperately tryin to get tru jas, n she finally called me
dyin to hear her voice
tot sumtin happened to her but luckily shes alrite
talked bout benji n the whole gang issue
damn it, last nite i waited the whole day for benji to talked over the phone n then he said he forgot.. wow i got really pissed but for the sake of the group, i dint say much
i gave in so much to him n yet hes like worse than a ******
so im like so lazy to persuade him n things. hes a grown up. plz think rational
talked to akbar last nite for nearly 3 hrs or so
waaa i just cried wen he asked bout things
somehow, i felt he really change for the better
he sounded really concerned towards me. thanks akbar. i really appreciate tat alot
so ya, as i expected he used objective views n negative reinforcement to move on n forget bout ericko big time
suddenly he popped out the ques: wat if me n him r back?
i just kept quiet, n i talked bout other topic
coz rite now, im not prepared to b involve in a relationship
i just wan to widen my network of frens
so today met my poor cousin shafiq at around 1
waaa he made me waited for him la
at the end, he treated me kfc.. thanks cuzzie!!
so we catch up wif each other lives.. hahaha
one thing i gotta say, the gene is there
we r so vulgar, yet phrase it intellectually n professionally n long live indians!
hahaha
so hanged around at starbucks after KFC
both of us really hav lots of things in common
n it was really funny la
we were super sarcastic.. pple might think we r some lovebirds coz we were really close la, coz kept whackin each other! hahaha
but it was really nice to tell things to him coz the respond i get is wat i wanna hear
so after i did my revision on antibiotics n shafiq was really dumbfounded on how i actually screamed out loud to just get those facts in my brain. haha
next to us, was a man n a lady, talkin bout their work.. my goodness, the man talked really loud, that shafiq n i hav to actually compete wif him in order to hav a proper conversation
after my memorizin the facts on antibiotics, we went to window shopped
the royal sports house was havin sales n the swimming costumes were really affordable.
so this msg is for JASMINE LIM HUI EN, speedo is like having 50 percent sale of the suits
so ya shafiq n hes horny mindset towards the kind of suits i shd get. all those tat only covers my intimate regions. stupid boy. only 16 years!!
nowdays, younger kids r so exposed to the westernized culture that their mindsets at times r really scary especially on sexual shits! hahaha
so we walked n roamed the entire tampines mall n century square
left around 6.15 n went to meet ericko at pasir ris
waa my heart actually beat very fast. really nervous to meet him
went to the toilet so many times to look really really gd!
so he came wif his bestie
waa its been so long since i last saw him.
he looks like crap wif his hairstyle. hahaha
so passed him the cash n he started the conversation like hows life n he said i lost weight n if i hav enough cash to sustain myself for the whole month
i just gave a sad smile
then hes bestie came, all the introdution
then my usual response "hi, nice meeting u"
so then, i really donno wat to say
just went speechless right infront of him
so i said i think i better make a move, then walked off..
anyway it was nice to see him again
but then i remembered wat akbar said
"sha, always think of the worse, not the better"
so yup, that phrase was drilled right into my brain n heart, took the train back to tanah merah n walked home
blasted my ipod wif fall out boy songs
felt like dancing wen i was walking
hahaha!
for a moment, i felt so carefree!
just a moment la
then got home, my PC is like finally fixed
my bro actually downloaded lime wire for me
thanks bro!!
so now gotta wait wen im able to use the PC permanently
anyway i shd thank iskandar for actually putting songs into my ipod
i can actually die out of the same old songs
right now, just chatting over msn
gonna shower soon
n patiently wait for the damn slides from benji
i hate the fact wen fara call n ask me for the slides
like "hello, u noe tat benji is like not even talkin to me, how the hell will i noe wen hes gonna like give out the slides"
only so concern bout the slides but not the issue bout me n benji
really pissed wif fara, but i really got nth to say la
its so expected of her reaction
so much for her cryin over the phone to benji
tears don work la seh
i donno y im like so against her n madinah now
they r like somehow pissing my ass la
they think they r like "its sumtin small n i can get over it"
see one small insect at the dome there, talked so much
waaa sometimes i really feel like doin something to them la!!
but then again like wat jas said, "don la sha"
hahaha
somehow, jas n mai r really the pple better off to talk things too la
fara macam jealous like tat just coz i nvr talk to her much
i don give a damn to pple like tat la
only concern bout themselves n the grades despite the fact knowin certain issues
FUCK IT
ok its abit too vulgar, but i cant help it
wen need help wif sch work, waaa will b damn nice la seh
then wen concernin other issues, respond will be"its sumtin minor, its ok"
n more concern bout the sch grading
grrrrrrr!!
so ok ultimate plan now is to actually wait for the freakin slides
n my dad is like readin wateva im typing
HAHAHA
ok he noes bout the existence of facebook all la seh
happenin la my dad
n hes the best man of my life
i love u dad!
toodles
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