Thursday, August 21, 2008
sick
yesterday was bio paper
i screwed up the essay ques.. damn
i went to sch round 12.45, met up wif yvonne in sch lib n mugged
paper started at 4, i left round 5.40
i was too cold
i dint even eat anything heavy before the paper except one slice of bread spreaded wif kaya at home n hot dog bun in sch
i was so weak that my extremities were extremly cold
trained back home wif jas, i was really so weak somehow..
alighted at tanah merah, i nearly fainted
must be hypoglycemia
got home, ate rice n all
went to rest
suddenly, a spike of temperature
i was so cold, my vision was so bad
i tot i was goin to die
i quickly wore my 6 year old maroon jacket, hopped onto the bed n submerged myself under my one n only mickey mouse blanket
i was so warm tat i tot im gonna die of intense body temperature
mom came in wif panadols
popped them into my mouth n swalllowed hard wif a glass of warm water, n forced myself to sleep
at tat moment, i could only think about someone
none other than ericko
still remembered those time wen im sooo ill, he would actually b there by me
got me a card wif mickey mouse prints
i knew tat i no longer hav him by side, so i could just afford to think back all those memories
stared at the "little miss princess" paper look a like shirt n gave a huge sigh
my body temp flactuates up n down
im so worried
this mrn i woke up wif no strength and energy
i nearly fell wen i stood up
does this got anything to do wif postural hypotension?
so anyway i staggered my way down the living room to the kitchen n got myself a packet of milo drink
then i staggered n was breathing heavily as if my lungs cant expand fully back to my room
quickly lie down on the bed, drank the milo really hard
felt slightly better hence im bloggin bout this unexpected event
i really need all the energy to do well for pharmaco
past papers don seem to b able to do well
i hav this strong feelin i might get b for bio, which i really hope not.. i will prefer if i get an a
n im not too sure if i hav enuf strength to actually go out wif the gals to get teacher's day stuffs
my body homeostasis is so unpredictable
right now, im tryin to breathe so hard.. wats wrong wif me?
is death approachin me or wat?
for the upcomin week, got multiple plans coz the last week to enjoy before fasting month comes which is the week after next
on mon: most prob meetin up hana
on tues: meet up wif yvonne
on wed: no plans. mayb bringin mum to eat fish n chips
on thurs: perhaps a meet up wif jas to check out how to get to the health promotion board
on fri: meet up wif widad after her paper
i need to get myself a nice vintage sling bag for below 25
a nice pair of sandals tat cost below 25 as well
a pair of nursing shoes from BATA
if got extra cash, i will get myself a nice bottoms
i better make it to year 2 semester 2
then gotta check the timetable
gonna enrol myself in swimmin classes at bedok provided tat lessons on tuesday ends at 4?
then i will b so busy wif my life
right now, i hav nth to do, such a loner
everyone seems busy wif things to do except for me
so yea.. hav to wait all the way till hari raya over then i hav the ability to enrol myself in swimmin classes
so on the eve of raya, i wanna go do pedicure.. haha
then before sch reopen, i wanna dye my hair back to black
n i shall do something different
i better lose a reasonable amt of weight by the time sch reopen
gonna bring my vintage sling bag to sch
its gonna b a whole new me
i was thinkin of rebonding my hair, coz i always wanted to hav bangs
but then again, it will make me look so chubby n rebondin for my hair is so no way
haha
so usual curly hair, perhaps i might go for classes on wat kind of hairstyle i shd do
then i also wanna so called change my dress code
im gonna tailor myself a nice floral dress =D
i hav so many things in mind, but not too sure if can accomplish them
most probobaly fast durin the weekends again, so no goin out.. boring..
toodles
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