Saturday, August 30, 2008
well today was a absolute total home day for me
no intention of goin out
woke up at 9am in the mrn
practically rolled on the bed
read the book tat i bought at times
im tryin to read it slo-w-ly so tat within the next 2 weeks at home, i can complete all my bks
but lookin at the speed im reading, i don think so! haha
currently the book im readin is by jane green, tittle: 2nd chance
its a really gd book
once again its bout marriage and relationship
n how this lady hu is married wif two kids copes wif it
im halfway done wif the book, if tmr im not goin out, i might complete it n then i hav another new book to read which is the one tat made me get the books.
tittle: my bestfriends gurl
once again, about relationships n stuffs
haha
ate brunch close to 11.30am, rot again wif the book
then finally went to shower n applied mango lotion (lotion are wonderfull!)
i was so tempted to get out of the house n walked to the nearest guardian n get the other lotions.. but lazziness took over me! haha
mayb tmr i will go n get it.. baby jonhson hav the nite lotion mainly to relieves stress n tension n allow easier sleepin tru the nite.
n i need such lotions really badly!
(it may seem we broke off long ago which is pathetically 3 months ago to b exact, but i still feel the ache n pain)
tru out the whole day, i was super addicted to smellin the baby jonhson tat i bought yesterday
i keep smellin it while readin the book!
it got me super addicted, macam sniffing glue! haha
so today was spent by either watchin my fav cartoons or readin my book
nevertheless, i still cant miss my nappin time
in actual fact, i just got up from snoozing, had dinner, n now here i am
there is one actual fact bout how borin my life is:
there is absolute NO CALLS OR SMS tru out the whole day
n i will predict the same way for the next 2 weeks
if i were to b wif a partner, my phone will beeped like no ones business
but now its so silent tat i tot it vibrated by its own.. damn
but then again, i gotta FORCE myself to look at the brighter side: pay less! haha
dad was shocked tat i stayed home the whole day
haha!
he gave me a stunned look over dinner
"u dint go out? how come? i tot u will b out enjoyin urself"
(talkin bout enjoyin myself, my life is so quiet without ericko around)so he gave me an idea, mayb tmr i wanna go roam around somewhere
somewhere near my hometown
either parkway or tampines
but if i were to get my ass out tmr, definite thing to do is buy the lotions! haha
anyway its affordable n u hav no idea wen the sale will last
its 2 for 3.60 n each 100 mls.. tell me bout it pple
hmm goin parkway will b nice coz they hav all my fav shops there from topshop to dorothy perkins to mango.. but i don think they hav guardian coz watson took lots of space.. haha
ahh talkin bout dorothy perkins, i think i wanna get myself more sleeveless nowdays
i think i look gd wif their sleeveless =)
n this will b my typical dresscode once sch reopens: sleeveless n jeans n side bag along wif my brazi wateva sandals
not forgettin, my hair will b super black =)
definite no make up, perhaps the most eye liner
n absolute losin weight! i hav to b 50 or below once sch reopen
decided to shop for my sleeveless wen hari raya is over.. hehe
coz i hav all the
cold hard cash to spend
intention is to get: mango jeans as i realised they r cheaper than those at topshop, but somehow i prefer topshop cutting. apparently my bro hav the topshop card.. shd i fully utilize it? hence still pending on which jeans i shd get.. coz im super pathetic now.. i hav 2 pairs.. one cheapo from bugis tat i decided not to wear for sch coz i look ugly in it n the other super expensive 116 bucks from topshop tat looks wonders on me.. so practically i hav one! haha
so the current topshop one shall b my sch jeans n the one tat im goin to get its meant for outings! haha.. well planned
so yup, these are to pamper myself as my bifdae is comin nearer..
as a whole,
i own everythin i wan! haha
just tat need to get myself a pathetic nice lookin slippers to go out wif.. tats all
so for the upcomin months, i wont spent much anymore
for this month alone, i only got myself the sling bag n shades tat r below 50
the rest of the spare cash i had, i spent it primarily on my mum followed by grandma n bills.
officially im broke nowupcomin month's money will b primarily for my hair!! n mum wanted too.. so i gonna pay for her (
i have to pay for her, wat am i sayin?).. wateva it is, im willin to spend below 100 for both myself n my mum.
afterwhich, i need to divide the money to give durin raya which is practically 5 days after i got my money.
money sure come n go
then i hope im able to collect abit more for hari raya n these shall be the cash for shoppin of one pathetic bottom
the balance shall b for the lecture manuals i need to get from sch
oh boy, im lookin forward for attachment somehow
n for results? my dad is lookin forward to it
plz plz plz, let me hav my GPA more than 3, or not im DEAD
total death
oh yes before i forget, i wanna share this beautiful yet touchin poem from the current book im reading
tittle: "remember" by christina georgina rossetti
Remember me when i am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor i half turn to go, yet turnin stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for awhile
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that i once had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.
n i shall end it here
toodles
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